Jessie Sloane is sitting vigil next to her mother who has reached the final stage of her terminal cancer. For all of her life, it’s been just the two of them and questions regarding her father remain unanswered. As the final moment arrives, Jessie begins her descent into the search for her identity as she learns she may not legally exist. Further complicating matters is her inability to sleep as her insomnia stretches into days. We’re also given her mother’s point of view, beginning in 1996, as the two stories transition back and forth, leading to a convergence at some point.
This is a tricky story, one you need to pay close attention to from the first page. When Jessie learns her social security number is assigned to a child who died 17 years ago, I immediately jumped to a theory that I held onto for most of the story, smugly believing I knew the path it would take. The effects of the insomnia make Jessie an unreliable narrator, smoothed by the insertion of her mother’s point of view at key intervals. But, I paid attention and that ending was the ONLY one it could have been for the story to be true to itself. It wasn’t controversial at all to me, though I get why so many feel otherwise.
The narrators were excellent, both capturing the essence of their characters, especially as they reached their most desperate points. They fit them better than gloves.
It’s a clever story and I like clever. What gave me trouble was Jessie’s almost incoherent musings as the number of days of her insomnia grew. Being inside of her head was painful and uncomfortable. But, I LOVED that ending, one I actually guessed before the big reveal. I liked this story, a lot, but those later chapters had me begging for the end. I highly recommend this book but it may not be for everyone. If you like tricky, as I do, then by all means indulge.
Book Info
- Release Date: September 4, 2018
- Narrators: Julia Whelan & Jayme Mattler
- Audio Length: 9 hours, 53 minutes
- Publisher: Harlequin Audio
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(Thanks to Harlequin Audio for my complimentary copy. All opinions are my own.)
I have heard this was a great book. Fantastic review
I haven’t read this author
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Thanks, Shalini! This is my second by the author and I like her writing style.
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Fantastic review! With Julia Whelan as one of the narrators this has got to be a great listen.
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Thanks, Nicki! Whelan doesn’t know how to give anything other than a great performance. She definitely made a difference.
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Ditto what NickiMags said 😉
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Yay! Another Whelan fan😍
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Definitely 🙂
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Another one that sounds intriguing!
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It really is, Alexandra.
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I’ve added it to my list, in hopes, Jonetta!
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I read this one a bit ago and did like it. Wonderful description of the story Jonetta!
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Thanks, Marialyce!
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I really loved this one! The whole insomnia aspect was so interesting!! Awesome review!
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Thank you💜 The insomnia aspect was too close to home. I’ve suffered from it and recognized all those missteps.
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Sounds really interesting! Good for you sticking until the end when you had already figured it out. I can be an “end reader” sometimes, and if I think I know what will happen (or sometimes when I have no clue), I will skip to the end to check. I know…some people think it is awful to do this, but it works for me. Thanks for sharing!
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It really was interesting. Suspecting the ending here was very, very iffy. It could have gone several ways. It wasn’t one of those situations that you could peek at. But, I do understand taking a look…I’ve done it before😏
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Wonderful review! I definitely love the sound of this story.
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Thanks, Yvo!
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This sounds so good! Great review!
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Thank you, Diane!
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Awesome review, Jo! The book keeps popping up in my gr feed and it sounds very intriguing esp. the insomnia aspect and the unreliable narrator.
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Thanks, Toni! If you like those elements, this is the perfect book for you.
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Great review, Jonetta! This book has been on my radar for a while though I’ve hesitated with the mixed reviews. I’ll definitely check my library for this one soon.
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Thanks, Kyra! I delayed listening to it because of those mixed reviews so I’m glad I felt differently. I hope you do, too.
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I’m so intrigued about this ending now! It’s hard to resist a good controversial ending … great review!
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Thanks, Christopher! This one is a doozy.
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Oooh, this sounds good!
And yea, insomnia sucks… i’ve never been awake for days on end, but damn, sometimes i’d have these “senior moments”, or would just simply forget stuff and couldn’t think straight, so i totes get where the main character is coming from.
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It was so painful being inside her sleep-deprived brain, Norrie! Brought back bad memories from years ago. This was an intriguing book.
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