the setup…
Chuck Ayers, Ella Burke and Kirsten Bonato all have one thing in common. They are coping with loss, though their circumstances and methods of dealing with it differ. Chuck’s beloved wife Cat recently died from cancer and he’s not ready to let her go, wondering if he should continue in paths of routine they developed together. Ella’s estranged husband Kyle has disappeared with their daughter Riley to parts unknown, draining their bank accounts in the meantime. She now works part time in a bridal shop and delivers newspapers to occupy her mind as she suffers the unbearable pain of the separation from her child and wonder about her well being. Kirsten’s beloved father was murdered during a convenience store robbery, gone in an instant. He was a larger-than-life presence not only in her life but to everyone he encountered. She’s now emotionally paralyzed, unable to proceed with her own plans for the future, including veterinary school, as she continues working at an animal rescue shelter.
the heart of the story…
What I found remarkable about Chuck, Ella and Kirsten was how they all found ways and methods to keep going in the midst of incredible pain. Chuck is 70-years old and while he has two grown children, the loss of a partner of many years can leave you rudderless but he figured out how to get up every morning. His fixation on keeping their annual trip to Hilton Head was symbolic at feeling some sense of normalcy, even though Cat wouldn’t be there. Kirsten was just trying to “feel” again and found herself reaching out to two colleagues for relationship and it anchored her in a strange way. Ella’s situation was the one that almost broke my heart because her pain was the most palpable and unimaginable. Her inner thoughts powerfully portrayed her tragedy, so much so that sometimes it was difficult to listen to in those moments but she kept engaging to maintain her sanity. All three were wonderful illustrations of the human condition and how loss effects us.
the narration…
I enjoyed all three narrators and found their performances significant in that they didn’t succumb to drama in representing their characters, even Ella’s story, though I heard her fragility. While the story would be profound in any format, listening to them made it even more poignant.
the bottom line…
This is such a tender story, told quietly through three admirable characters who were determined to survive their pain and losses. Though they weren’t sure of the paths to take to do that, they weren’t afraid to risk trying. I especially loved the ways in which they intersected and rooted for them to triumph. I took a risk with a new-to-me author on a topic that could be treacherous ground for me and came out of it feeling emotionally uplifted. Definitely checking out the author’s backlist.
Book Info
- Release Date: November 29, 2022
- Narrators: Stacey Glemboski, Melissa Redmond & Byron Wagner
- Audio Length: 8 hours, 41 minutes
- Publisher: Simon & Schuster Audio
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(Thanks to Simon & Schuster Audio for my complimentary copy. All opinions are my own.)
Being present and sitting in other people’s grief and loss, even fictionalized, can be incredibly difficult. I’m so glad you ultimately found this story to be uplifting. Excellent review!
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Thank you, Tessa💜 That was my fear until a good friend, who’s shared one of my recent family losses with me, wrote a review that revealed it had the same impact I eventually experienced. Otherwise, I might not have taken the leap.
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Sounds like an emotional story and I am so glad it affected you and made you able to enjoy this book.
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Thank you, Marialyce💜 It is the good kind of emotional!
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I’m so glad this turned out to be an uplifting listen for you Jo. Lovely review.
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Thank you, Nicki💜 It left me in a good place.
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Living with loss is a significant part of our lives as we age. I’m happy to hear this was a good read for you!
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Thank you, Carol💜 Those are such true words.
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Excellent review! It sounds heartbreaking and heartwarming.
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Thank you, Anne💜 Perfectly stated.
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Oh wow, this really does sound like a moving and poignant read. I see this one is on Scrib’d so I’ll definitely be saving it to my TBR on there.
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Wow, this sounds like an excellent story about loss, grief and overcoming it. Even 6 years later, I still deal with the loss of my husband in different ways. I never know how I will feel reading about grief, but I really like the sound of this story of survivors and how different people reach out. Thanks for sharing this one, Jo. I will put this on my recommendations list and see what I can find.
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Thanks, Carla💜 I say with confidence that you will appreciate and positively connect with this story.
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